Typing with one hand....
Get your mind out the gutter… Gosh my readers have the dirtiest minds… Hmmm, or maybe that’s just me. I guess whenever I hear that someone is typing with one hand I just automatically assume the other hand is down south taking them on a trip to the happy place…
But my current situation assures me that that is not always the case.
My other hand is keeping a slightly ill, verrrrryy cranky 23 month old from banging her teeny little feet on the keyboard yet again. She is at that point of the day where it is time to go to sleep but she doesn’t want to and I am trying to get her to calm down and have some quiet time while mommy finallyupdates her blog. Michael is working on his project from his labor classes so he isn’t helping me fight her little tail off. I am hoping that the soothing glow from my laptop and the click of the keys will lull her to sleep.
Its not working.
At the present time, she is insisting that I turn on her new obsession. Who is this fucking Little Bear and why does he have complete and total mind control of my little diva daughter(LDD)? We were at the greatest thrift store in Chicago on half price day and I nonchalantly picked this up for our girl to break the Elmo habit and now she’s all hopped up on LB. I, guess, Elmo was just her gateway drug. :sigh:
There is not much fierce and fabulous about Little Bear. Well, maybe I’m bitter because this child has watched this tape no less than four times today… I know, I know, negligent mama. Way too much TV for a little baby. But it was one day and the kids is running a fever and generally not feeling well and its the only thing that will stop the whiiinnnnniiinnnnnggg so I caved for today! Tomorrow she’ll be back to quantum physics and watching this cuddly little teddy bear so don’t call the people on me just yet.
Let’s see…. So its maybe baby time around here… In an effort to catch up from the week of no booty touching Michael and I have been going at it like bunnies.
WITHOUT. ANY. PRECAUTIONS.
Up until this recent ridiculousness, I have been the prophylactic police around these parts. Like typically, I’m no glove no love. Which totally sucks cause we are married now and if we are not allowed to get down and dirty with random hot people we meet in our travels we should be allowed to get down and dirty with each other with ZERO protection. But I can’t take birth control pills or any of that crap, without becoming even more of a basketcase than I already am and lets face it noooobody wants to see that nonsense. And I wanted to wait for the next baby. Mostly, because I have a secret fantasy about how now that LDD is almost totally, sorta, kinda, not really at all, potty trained, that Michael and I will go off jetsetting to all kind of fabulous places(Aruba, Puerto Rico, GHANNNNAAA!) this year in celebration of the fact that we are awesome, and young, and in love, and have parents who we can guilt trip in to taking the baby for a few days at a time who love doing the grand-parenting thing so much they insist on keeping our collective bundles of joy all the time! I don’t think we get nearly enough just Michael and I time without homework, poops, and kid crisises, popping up every two minute but such is life. I’m dedicated to working on the me and Mikey time more often. So bringing a brand new body snatche-, I mean baby won’t really fit so well in with Mike plus Senam minus kids=YIPPEEE! equation.
I, also, have this other fantasy where Michael is a hot sweaty, mechanic and I bring the junk in my trunk in for a quick fix I mean, where I get to take a whole weekend and be by myself and do whatever I want in some fabulous hotel somewhere warm, with a pool, and super hi speed internets (I’m such a nerd:). NO Michael. No LDD. No nagging mama. Just me, my laptop, and a list of the most fabulous restaurants in the area. Sometimes, I miss my just, Senam time, but realistically about 8 hours in I would want my babies back so maybe one night in a spiffy Chicago area hotel might do the trick…But I doubt that will happen anytime soon. Probably also cause in the fantasy I am like 40 lbs lighter with a Tyra like wig game that would make it rain on them hoes…
But, lately, I’ve been seeing pregnant women everywhere. I mean, EVERYWHERE. I swear, I saw a pregnant police officer chasing some hoodlum down in a maternity uniform on the news. Do pregnant police officer have uniforms? I think that would make me fall over in hysterical laughter if I saw an actual pregnant police officer on Cops or something chasing some 2 toothed dude down…heh.
Anyway, I’ve had babies on the mind lately. Michael is steadily trying to convince me that we need 3 more. T.H.R.E.E THREEEEEEE!!! The thought of that makes me sweat… Blood! That means we will have 1,2,3,4,5,6 children in our house… I don’t know if we can handle being out numbered like that. I will not find my self running the latest franchise of IHOBAK. But I am definitely down for one, aww hell two more.
My plan is/was to wait till next year to get pregnant, take some more advanced design courses, enjoy some time with a more grown up and self sufficient LDD, throw myself one outlandishly huge birthday bash, and get the business up and running like a well oiled machine before the next baby comes. But hey, there are a whole nine months from , if I am pregnant to waahhh waaahhh baby constantly attached to my boobs, so if I am I can just do my best to get all that done ASAP. Who knows it might even be a catalyst for me to get everything done quicker and it would be nice to have another little boy around here that looks like Mike-ito.
So me and the Mike-ito talked it over and due to the various slip-ups (or shall I say slip-ins [so immature];), for this whole month we are “trying” and if I am not pregnant this time next month I’m back to my prophaltic policing duties with all new vigor! (Un-uh, Buddy do you have a license to use that thing….)
But, if not, in nine months we will have a new diva or divo in the fam. And the thought of that makes me happy….
Stay fierce, fabulous, and making it rain on them hoes (that is my new favorite thing to say),
Senam
Head Diva in Charge at My Design Diva
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